I'm 21~~~~

I'm 21 yrs old ady~~~
It's kinda funny though~~~ have some kinds of mixed feelings...
Since young i've been dreaming and wanting to be 21 yrs old...
Thinking that by that time i'll be a young adult d...
I can have freedom...
I can decide things on my own...
And can do many more stuffs...
Hehe... but nvr thought that i can actually be in the place now
at this very moment...
There's too many things in life that i'll nvr know until i get there.
I'll nvr know i'll look like this when i'm 21 (LOL),
I'll nvr know i'm doing ELLS in USM, Penang...
And i'll nvr know that i already has a bf at this point of life...
Most important thing, i'll nvr know that i've get to really experience
God's love for me...
Yeah, i'll nvr get to know all these if i'm not who i am today...
Things might be different if i'm not a child of God this very moment.
I might not even get into uni...
I might not have known so many great frens, bro and sis in Christ today.

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Well, at this point of life i might wanna choose to feel disappointed with myself
for not living my 21 yrs in life to the fullest...
But i can also actually choose to thank God for watching me and guiding me
throughout these yrs...
He has been there for me in times of needs,
He had always provided for every single thing in life...
He has brought me out from the darkness into light...
He has granted me His grace and His mercy everyday...
How great is our God!

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Father God i want to thank you for all that you've done for me throughout the past 21 yrs..
Thank you God for you are always faithful...i pray oh God that you'll continue to guide me and
lead me for the rest of the days in my life...
In Jesus' most precious name i ask and i pray.
Amen.

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There's this very one thing that i'm holding on to...
For there's nothing that i can do to make God loves me more...
And there's nothing that i've done can make Him loves me less....

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